Long Month

Merry christmas and a blessed year ahead.. December has been a great month for me.. had so many things to do.. like go overseas wif some buddies.. youth camp.. christmas party.. christmas day.. meta camp..

got to spend some time in KL wif vic, ilango, wyne and candice.. thou it was kinda rush but i enjoyed the time spent wif those guys.. so thailand in june?? or taiwan?? haha.. not much details to be mentioned here.. its in my memories..

youth camp.. felt so weird.. first not being in the comm and being outnumbered by girls.. the tides changing for the youth.. from more guys to more girls now.. got to take care of the younger ones.. get to noe alot of pple better now.. oya.. green rox.. esp our flag.. stayed waterproof and was still standing after sentosa.. thx rich and mich for your help wif the younger ones.. and their prez is still in the cupboard.. some1 remind me to give them.. kudos to dave and his comm for all their hardwork.. praise to be God..

christmas party.. to the "Let There Be Love" comm.. great job.. it was a bigger turnout than expected.. as well as food.. thx to those who brought extra food.. to ilango.. gj for leading the comm.. to simon for being the mentor aka assistant.. to rachel for scoldin those who went out of point.. to the 2 jeremys for the games.. to shireen for taking time to do the decos.. and brian for all the logistics.. and vic for the songs.. so where's the lunch ilango??

christmas day.. nice performance guys.. i've got the whole video.. so those who want it msn me abt it.. sorri gina for not acting.. but u've gt a new actress in RJ..

meta camp.. glad to hv met a few frenz there.. gd to hear abt God in other churches.. and the things He's done there.. there were many lessons learnt there as well.. like running the race.. guys role.. etc.. its all in my notes.. hopefully i can get to go on a mission trip as well..

pot luck.. thx for organizing the pot luck as well as stay over matt.. everyone enjoyed themselves.. esp the "guess who" game.. we've gt a few pix to add into tt game now.. so when's part 2??

went to see my grandma on the last day of the yr.. been awhile since i saw her.. feel quite bad abt it too.. can see it in her eyes.. she had looked after me when i was young and notti.. but i cant take care of her now.. she stays quite far away.. i'm reminded of how fragile life can be when i visit her.. i remember those days where i would run away from her coz i wanted freedom then.. coz i felt she was slow and irritating.. but as time passes.. i realise how concern she was for me.. i fed her dinner and i could see tt her eyes were wet.. nt to the extend tears rolled down.. but u could tell she was holding back the tears.. i din really tok much.. but being beside her was enuf.. i din wan to leave.. yet i duno wad to do.. i juz pray tt she really noe God and tt he would take her to heaven.. she looked so fragile.. i wondered how she looked like 60 years ago.. and her character than.. i believe my grandma was very pretty.. her eyes told me many things when i look into them.. she was kinda forced to marry my grandpa coz her parents din want her to be taken away by the jap during world war 2.. i rmb her tellin me it was against her will.. yet she still honoured her parents.. she also lost contact wif all her siblings.. (explains y i dun really hv loads of cousins.. maybe i'm related to u guys somehow) bottom line is tt my grandma has suffered alot in her life.. even now.. as she is slpin in the home.. i think she cries every nite.. i can feel the sadness whenever i leave.. she would lean up from the bed and wave.. not knowing if she'd see me again.. scares me.. makes me think if i really want to work in the world or shld i lead a life tt will touch lifes.. only God knows..

well.. i've got quite a few goals for 2008.. will write it in another post.. but i've gt the stupid ICT to settle.. so gt to pray about it.. other than tt.. i've got 2008 roughly planned out.. it's gona be a great yr ahead..