April 09

April hasn't been that eventful for me. A certain event did occur which still troubles me.

To someone (You should know who you are):

I said what I said because I was pissed off with ur attitude. And I feel that I've wasted my breath since you dont bother to listen to me. Am I to be blame for you not learning? Since you say I'm someone you trust, how come you don't listen to any advice I tell you? Always giving excuses and standing firm on your values. I'm tired of it. Seriously, if you don't bother, then why should I? I'm not as patient and free as other people to listen to you. I've said enough and whether you listen is all up to you.

Regarding what happened, here are the points:-
Point 1: I dont care where the venue is. If you dont take care of things in a safe place, you are likely not to take care out of things outside. Just look at the things you lost after that incident. Action speaks louder than words.

Point 2: If you are not happy then leave your un-happiness with you, don't go around showing it and make it like it's someone else fault. I'm a lot more pissed at you for behaving this way. And don't come and get someone to reprimand me when he did not get the whole event. It's one-side and noobish to not get the whole story.

Point 3: Seriously I will want to know what's your learning method. If I tell you in the face, you can't get it. Holding it for you, you also don't get it. Then how? Still like to call others 'stupid'? Ironic isn't it. Who ought to be called 'stupid'? (Note that I've not called you 'stupid' before) Please mind your words and language in future. You can't go far with your current language and mentality.

Point 4: I want to know how long it takes for you to realise that you had left ur things behind. Sometimes I have to say or hint to you before you realise it. Situation awareness. You lack that.

Point 5: Be responsible for yourself and not take responsibility for others. You have a helpful nature. BUT you are over exploited. If you are happy to be then so be it. I've told you multiple times regarding this issue. So don't cry over spilt milk when it happens again. (I'm refering to the situation a compare this with. Whereas I've got reasons for doing so.)

Note that I don't bother about what others say about me and the way I do things since they themselves dont spend that much time with you as I've have and know you. For those who still persist to give their unwanted views, then I advise you to spend time with this person before you open your gap. Your view are useless and considered as noise unless you are one of those who know this person better than I do. (so far I only consider one person's view who matters.)

Other than the above, I'm still planning many other events. Need a fresh view in life, it's getting boring. Someone commented that my life isn't boring but rather complicated. My reply - complicated? Nothing's happening. One thing's for sure, I've got to move on - things are getting stagnant and it's not good to remain comfortable for long.