Oct 2011

October 2011

Congratz to Lydia on your wedding..

Finally visited my Grandma after nearly a month.. Though I don't see her often I get the feeling she stills remember who I am (even though she still thinks I'm still in the army).. Really reminds me of how fragile life is and her commitment to simply take care of my when I was young.. Unfortunately I didn't realise the significance of it until it was too late.. I began to be more concerned about her when she started to have difficulty walking and losing her memory (that's why I'm still in the army).. And the new lifts are in operation (Couldn't it be done earlier??).. If you ask me where does my lessons learnt about family life.. It's from her and not from the social studies textbooks.. Exams over and I can finally visit her more often..

Music Ministry Meeting.. Unfortunately I've not been playing in main.. And due to the timing of things.. It seems quite difficult to commit too much time to it as well.. Who knows.. Let God decide about it.. That's all the a Sat that was meant for studying.. Feels more meaningful yet I've placed more pressure to study harder..

There was this volunteer services to distribute food supplies at Bukit Merah near the market.. Expected it to be real quick.. Once again the thought about life and it's importance stuck me again when looking at the old folks.. They live alone and have difficulties moving in their one room flat.. Yet when you hand a bag of rice to them.. You see them smile.. Makes me wonder where are their children.. Would this happen to me as well?? My parents are getting to that "irritating" stage as well.. In addition to the new commitments.. So I really want to spend so much time with them?? Depressing?? Must be the studies..

Had another workshop the following weekend.. Met more people who are intending to start a study group as well.. For next year as least if I clear both papers..

Crunch time came on Thu.. One week prior to the exams.. All the chionging and mugging started to come back..

Finally the day where all the hard work ends.. (if it is considered hard work).. Looks promising.. Praying I'll clear both papers..

PS.. Coffee effect did not wear off till Thu..

Got my long await watch and congratz to Grace on your marriage.. Do read what I wrote ya.. Cheers..

That's life for the past two months.. Still looking forward to better times ahead.. Till then..