Frenz???

Elo there.. Can blog in camp.. Its a gd place to blog sia.. With all the time in the world.. Esp my office.. Has this I-net terminal.. In other words can use internet.. Heez..

Anyway.. Time to splash out my thots.. Its coz of after reading another blog.. Like.. Wad do pple think of me?? I noe for example tt my OC thinks i'm complicated.. Coz i dont hv any expressions.. Be it hapi or sad.. I seem to give tt 'blur face'.. Its juz the way i look wad.. Sobz..

Hmmm... Lets see wad to write abt.. Frenship?? Y not.. No one noes wad i feel abt frenster.. i think.. Do u hv frenz and acquaintances?? Is there a diff?? I do.. I dont get y pple can say they hv so many frenz.. I mean when u r in realli deep probs who will be there for u?? Other than family.. Will u hv so many frenz helpin u?? Or will they say 'Hope i can help.. But i'm BZ..' Did u ever felt like all u need was juz a fren to sit wif u.. Quiet it may be.. But tt sense of peacefulness - May it be of the oppsite gender: bf or gf - is enuf to make u smile in troubled times?? The 'brothers and sisters' tt promise to stay together.. Who do u noe tt really keep this promise like 5 or even 10 yrs down the road.. I can say i noe pple for more than 10 yrs.. But i'll be hapi even if i hv only one 'brother or sister' in 40 yrs time when i cant even reach the remote control.. Haiz.. Then again.. Wad type of person am I?? Fren or acquaintance??

Muz it be a guy who will be a guy's buddy?? Or a ger?? If its a ger?? Will they remain frenz or will they develop feelings and eventually get together?? Like those fairytales.. Then they live hapily ever after.. Does tt happen in real life?? If they dont like each other, then y r they together?? Isit coz they r lonely?? Someone juz agreed wif me.. Lolx.. Or isit the post-break-up syndrome?? Desperate?? Do u wonder y some pple hv gf or bf while others dont?? Cant find?? Find le got no feelings?? Too young?? So many obstacles.. Or isit juz tt i'm choosy.. When i tok to old frenz.. I get the same old qns.. Show me ur gf pix.. I mean.. Y u think I hv?? Coz of this I am being more self-conscience.. My eyes?? Think so.. Others?? Like wad?? My character?? Only they can see it.. I still duno y after so many yrs..

After so much.. Got no conclusion..

Wad do u guys think abt me??