thurs nite..

sad.. was lookin 4 pix to put on msn.. then remembered i was the one taking pix.. so how to hv me?? haiz.. was reading blogs.. alot of things to ponder abt..

i like the 'ying yue re ji' on 9.33fm.. alot of love stories.. be it interestin or not.. well heard today's at 8pm.. abt this 26 yr old ger.. had a male classmate like her since sec sch.. and he remembered nearly everything tt happened to her.. sweet rite?? when will mine come?? day after day passes.. and i ask myself every nite.. has this day been meaningful?? wad hv i done?? sad when u look back and realise nothing has been achieved.. everyday tt passes is one day wasted in a precious life.. precious?? hv i treated this life as precious?? hv u guys done wad is rite and gd in god's eyes??

i honestly haven.. many others too.. but y isit i feel a day has been wasted?? isit coz i din do anything?? for god or for myself?? "i am so lonely" (in tt squeaky voice).. isit true?? or juz ignoring the only person tt is wif me all the time?? sori.. but i still need to see u.. feel u..

been going home everyday this week.. there's no one else in the office.. i mean i can actually dont go camp tmr loh.. no one noes.. and i gt this dumb cut on my hand.. paper cut.. irritating!! oh.. will be on off till 11 dec.. going to malaysia wif dad.. and gt rumours.. i may be posted out.. to go back tekong.. haiz.. uncertain future.. y?? okie lah.. time to go do the x'mas skit..