last entry for the yr

shld i put the pix here or on the slide show?? nvm.. put on both.. been a mth since i put new pix.. here are some new pix.. and a new song.. its quite nice.. my blog getting big le.. add too much things.. anyway.. this week been quite slack.. x'mas.. and now new yr.. nice.. so wad would i bring for the new yr pot luck?? drinks.. cocktail.. but is amateur lvl de.. lolx..

wad has happened since last wk?? uncle henry went back to the Lord.. was lookin at the grp pix we took while visiting him.. spent sat tryin to make the prez.. then went church then matt's place.. i was shag lah.. tt's y sun look like zombie.. lolx.. monday watched nardia..but found the fighting and enging screen not so interestin.. but the storyline was more interestin.. then played dota.. promised not to kill RJ.. but due to the character's stupid range.. i killed her by accident.. really.. lolx.. twice i think.. after tt i every nite played dota.. siao le.. tt's abt everyday.. juz gt the ingredients for tmr's pot luck.. lets enjoy ourselves tmr then.. till then.. i'll go play dota.. again.. lolx..


towers..

one of my fav food..

shadow..

horsy..

posin..

rare pix of RJ..

peace..

bananas..

dylan and gina..

choir..

us..

gentlemen.. (rite)

yrev (very backwards)..

521 and 125..

couples..

youth..

wads UP..

wad a week..

nearly fell off my chair.. lolx.. phew.. anyway.. dont think blogging everyday is healthy.. every 2 days?? lolx.. i feel tt time shld be spent wisely.. no pt stay in camp.. so go out and catch up wif frenz..

since the last entry.. my parent were away in international duty.. (away in indonesia lah) for some church camp.. so had to look after my grandma.. tt's y i din go to the prayer meetin.. had to get dinner for her.. anyway.. she from the blur blur usual self suddenly tok like her old self.. glad to see tt.. life's fragile.. she may go anytime.. hv i done enuf?? wadever i do may nvr be for wad she has gone thru.. may God bless her..

on to sun.. street e.. done tt b4.. unfortunately andrew din feel well.. lucky?? as there were no one to approach at Outram mrt.. then ah.. saw rich and eve hop unto some car and it drove off loh.. think they had something to attend to..

after service had lunch and soccer.. rain then stop then again.. was wet and i couldn't run much.. felt it was a bad day.. thou i din score.. lolx.. but considering the amout of shots i had.. disappointing.. unfortunately pple gt injured.. simon wif a small flesh wound.. isit a flesh wound?? but hary injured his knee.. pain.. how he's recovering well.. tok wif dylan.. twice in as many days.. a new 'sis'?? lolx..

toking abt tt.. sat met up wif rj dylan and ys.. how come ys din turn up on sun ah.. gg to get it from me.. a short sat evenin..

then came mon.. went to bear's house to help her wif her sis' banner.. like me last time.. ask family help do and being ungrateful.. haiz.. the being ungrateful refers to me.. not her.. lolx.. anyway.. was havin fun.. as usual.. wad to u expect from me?? reached home 1215.. slpt at 1. then woke up at 5.. shagged sia..

so at work today.. din accomplished anything.. expect learn new card trick.. ya.. card trick in camp.. no joke.. dont u guys wonder wad i am doing in camp?? so anyway.. went to orchard to watch margaret's performance.. short.. but sweet.. and i cant do tt soduko game (number game).. argh!! tok abt gg m'sia.. juz b4 the church camp.. and hopefully i get a driving license so can drive in m'sia.. yeah.. still in toks.. nth confirmed yet..

now tt would bring me to the beginning.. where i nearly fell out the chair.. time to slp.. need rest 4 tmr.. needa study.. God help me to rem all the things i need to rem.. tmr need buy prez.. tt's one of the things i need to do.. nitez and God bless everyone..

reflections..

lalala.. was reading rich's blog.. God wont put u thru wad u cant go thru?? i wonder me ooc-ing.. was it all planned by him?? wad for?? hv i become stronger?? wad use came from it?? me getting closer to God, family and frenz?? well.. it seems i hv more time for everyone.. when i look at my parents.. i feel older.. like i hv so many responsibilities on my shoulders.. had a tok wif my dad in m'sia.. he said tt he wanted to bring me up differently.. well me and my sis r different.. i'm more of the risk taker.. she's not.. i'm more of a natural thinker ( i noe many like find it funi).. she's more book smart.. i'm not.. but i wan go SMU.. will i?? i pray God lets me in..

back to the way i grew up.. my parents din force me to study.. but i din go wild.. knew i had to make it to poly at least.. i did tt.. i din turn away from God.. actually i wanted to.. i din drift away like many neglected kids.. now tt i look back.. was it the way i was brought up or isit juz my character?? the i wont do anything God isn't proud of??

i would hv like my parents to forced me to study.. those IQ test i can get 130 plus.. find it weird i can think so well but unable to explain myself.. i lacked confidence.. alot.. i'm scared.. those i noe i dont look as if i lack confidence.. i juz look blur.. isit gd?? those closer would noe i am not wad i look like.. it could be this reason tt i look at the world differently.. observin whether there are pple like me and how others think.. then come to think of it.. me ooc-ing has made me more confident.. doing wad i dare le..

could it be i dont hv anyone to cry out to?? tt so much so tt there has been so much inside of me for so long.. wantin to come out like some hungry lion.. engulfin everything in its sight.. but i'll control.. i noe i cant let feelings lead me.. so wad can i do?? so much inside.. can i dream my way out?? wake up!! all i want for christmas.. is U..

sign off for now..

god bless all..

More Cameraman!!

wonder y i dont hv pix of me?? guess y (look at the title).. ya coz there's only me most of the time.. lolx.. tt's all for now.. anymore things can do to this blog tell me.. changing this blog is becoming more fun.. lolx.. dinner's on the way.. smell the cooked rice.. well tt's the only thing i noe is being cooked.. the rest i cant tell.. lolx.. ^_^

sick!!!

okie.. i'm sick.. again.. doc said i need to exercise.. which i wan to.. SOCCER!! something i wan to tok abt is the way i react.. so far not many of u guys heard me use vulgarities rite.. actually i do.. when i'm damn pissed.. but so far in front of u guys i only spoke in a fierce voice.. which i guess scared some of u.. coz its unlike the usual blur and hapy-go-lucky me?? but am i really tt blur and hapy-go-lucky?? thou i most of the time do alot of funi and weird stuff.. but when i'm at home.. on the bus.. on the bed.. i think of alot of things.. wonder y i'm like tt.. wad will i do in future?? and many other qns.. well.. hope i get the things i need and want..

another thing is.. do i seem to noe many gers?? from church and school only wad.. i mean.. so do u guys.. rite.. got pple from camp keep askin me intro gers to them.. haiz.. guys.. but am i like tt?? i gt jokingly ask also.. but i dont really expected anyone to intro to me.. then i keep being asked.. do i hv a gf.. when i say no.. they dont believe.. do i seem like i hv?? if i so gd then y i dont hv?? lolx.. expectations too high?? nah.. i also duno wads wrong wif me sia.. haven met her yet.. but then again.. if i dont study in future.. how else would i get to meet new pple?? new frenz?? thru work?? i dont like the workin world.. alot of politics.. i can play along and be even worse.. but wads the pt in doing tt?? wad will i achieve?? happiness?? gt to be joking.. u call tt hapiness?? i find true hapiness in family and frenz.. moments money cant buy.. tt's true hapiness.. some things money can buy.. for everything else.. there's GOD, family and frenz.. ^_^..

wad i wan and plan for next yr is a car.. lolx.. super out of my league sia.. also wan to join the adam khoo learning technologies group.. wad else is there?? i'll write it out next time bah.. i'll end this entry here for now..

back from m'sia

was at penang, kl and genting from the 1st to 6th.. suppose to be a relac trip.. but i not relacin.. gt to look after dad.. he's abit blur at times.. hv to get him to look on both sides of the road b4 crossing.. those of u who noe abt the driving in m'sia.. dont feel like blogging now.. sianz..

wad did i do on day 1?? oh i took a flight over to penang.. short flight abt 1 1/2 hrs.. dont remember.. was lookin ard 4 singaporeans.. chio bu.. lolx.. but dont hv.. reached the hotel at abt 2 plus.. boring day.. so interestin tt i dont remember wad i did.. ^_".. went to the shopping centre.. duno the name also.. it was new.. had alot of shops like singapore.. din go the pasar malam coz it rained.. but i did meet up wif my dad's fren.. the coach of penang under 21's.. or 20's.. they tok abt football.. all those things i heard abt my dad concerning FAS.. its true.. but dont seem true to me leh.. the next day.. same thing.. the other pple late.. haiz.. then flew off to KL..

when landed.. news was tt those pple going to the same hotel had left.. so waited 1 hr for the guide.. the agency said indian.. ended up he was white.. white indian.. skin colour.. no racism here.. i remember the hotel name.. swiss garden.. the was the best hotel?? got scv.. lolx.. actually juz espn.. so watch soccer.. ars lost to bolton.. couldn't go online to change epl team.. lucky for me then.. had a tour to the istana negara.. the state palace.. twice.. 1st time no horse.. 2nd time gt horse.. they were well groomed.. the coat was shiny.. gt look into the eye of the horse.. he was a beautiful horse.. after tt took bus to genting..

genting only can go casino.. i din bother to go to the theme park.. the roller coasters went thru the shopping centre.. so once in awhile can hear pple screamin overhead.. lucky no one puked.. if i were up there i'd throw over paper or popcorn.. heez.. bad rite.. so went into casino.. the dealers had to constantly turn their hands over to let pple noe they not hiding anything.. but if they wanted to do tt.. then y wear long sleeves?? plus it looks like they had parkinston disease.. sick.. nvm..

i seriously din find anything interestin over there.. isit juz me or is the place boring.. been back 4 a day.. doing nth.. relac.. slp.. ltr watching soccer.. the pix i'll put up another time wif rj's b'dea pix.. sign off for now..