sick!!!

okie.. i'm sick.. again.. doc said i need to exercise.. which i wan to.. SOCCER!! something i wan to tok abt is the way i react.. so far not many of u guys heard me use vulgarities rite.. actually i do.. when i'm damn pissed.. but so far in front of u guys i only spoke in a fierce voice.. which i guess scared some of u.. coz its unlike the usual blur and hapy-go-lucky me?? but am i really tt blur and hapy-go-lucky?? thou i most of the time do alot of funi and weird stuff.. but when i'm at home.. on the bus.. on the bed.. i think of alot of things.. wonder y i'm like tt.. wad will i do in future?? and many other qns.. well.. hope i get the things i need and want..

another thing is.. do i seem to noe many gers?? from church and school only wad.. i mean.. so do u guys.. rite.. got pple from camp keep askin me intro gers to them.. haiz.. guys.. but am i like tt?? i gt jokingly ask also.. but i dont really expected anyone to intro to me.. then i keep being asked.. do i hv a gf.. when i say no.. they dont believe.. do i seem like i hv?? if i so gd then y i dont hv?? lolx.. expectations too high?? nah.. i also duno wads wrong wif me sia.. haven met her yet.. but then again.. if i dont study in future.. how else would i get to meet new pple?? new frenz?? thru work?? i dont like the workin world.. alot of politics.. i can play along and be even worse.. but wads the pt in doing tt?? wad will i achieve?? happiness?? gt to be joking.. u call tt hapiness?? i find true hapiness in family and frenz.. moments money cant buy.. tt's true hapiness.. some things money can buy.. for everything else.. there's GOD, family and frenz.. ^_^..

wad i wan and plan for next yr is a car.. lolx.. super out of my league sia.. also wan to join the adam khoo learning technologies group.. wad else is there?? i'll write it out next time bah.. i'll end this entry here for now..