thinkin!!

oi chloe.. juz wan to say.. ur hella fun to disturb.. lolx.. to rich.. hapi b'dea dude.. 21st b'dea seems weird rite.. alot going thru ur mind..

currently at a dilemna.. shld i be nice and change duties with my colleague?? i had 2 weekdays.. after changing.. i now hv 1 weekday and 1 friday.. while he from 2 fridays become 1 weekday and 1 friday.. yet.. he could still say i being unfair.. wth?? i juz kept quiet.. then i heard he waned change the other friday.. ????? think i wont change my duty wif him if he does.. but.. honestly.. this guy is not anyone irritatin.. he juz very helpful.. to the extent he gets arrowed all the time.. these r the thing every1 will feel in future.. to be a nice person and help or defend urself and risked being called names..

anyway.. planned out my leave le.. and i gt a reply from SIM.. been accepted.. but still appealin to SMU.. its the same degree.. but i wan to exp the uni life..

been readin my frenz's blog.. realised tt i hv a few gd frenz from army.. going thru ocs.. same formation.. same camp.. blessed to noe them.. one qn i wan ask is.. isit possible to noe gd frenz fast?? or does it take time to noe each other or after u parted ways then u realise they were the ones u depended on when u were in need?? as i draw nearer to ord.. i'm 1/2 hapi 1/2 sad.. glad tt i'm leavin hell.. sad tt i may lose contact and more imptly my future.. esp the next 2 yrs.. wad will i do?? wad can i do??

do i seem like a hapi go lucky guy?? always jokin and being a nice target to aim.. i noe only a few hv seen me pissed off b4.. but nowadays.. i feel like blowin up more often.. y?? no comments.. time to do more reflection..

kiez lah.. time to go pack my stuff for church camp!!!!!!!!! wee..