Wad a weekend..

Decided to write an entry.. Again duno wad to write.. Funi tt I hv to many things to think abt on the bus.. Walkin on the sidewalk.. But when I sit down.. Nothing comes to mind.. Weird tt I woke up super late this weekend.. Was it I tired?? Duno leh.. Tired of thinking?? So juz slp.. And hope to be in dreamland?? Where everything comes true.. Then y isit I felt this weekend was wasted?? Even thou I caught up wif my poly fren.. NS has definitely made me treasure time more.. Esp pple.. Something gd I guess..

Wonder y I go church?? Coz of frenz?? Coz of a ger?? Coz I no where to go?? Coz my family is there?? Definetely not the last qn.. They r somewhere else.. Isit tt I cant give my?? But.. Since I dun wan gif up.. Then y I dont do QT.. Pray to him?? Trust him?? Haiz.. Guess its common.. The answer is also a 10 yr series ans.. Maybe its lucky tt I hv God.. Wondered wad I would hv become if i weren't?? Confirm I would hv broken dozens of hearts.. Immoral stuff.. Bad tempered.. Not bothered to study.. Drop out.. Will I?? But so many pple who do not know JC are not like tt wad.. So would I hv been different?? May not rite.. Then wads the diff btw christians and non-christians?? I feel tt I hv someone to ans to.. Simple ans huh??

I may be an old christian.. But I'm not a mature one.. So easy bothered by worldly things.. Do u think the way pple carry themselves to wad they feel?? Like confident pple carry themselves wif confidence?? Shy pple carry themselves shyly (if there's such a word).. Then y do pple put up a false front?? ( Cant think of tt word now..)

Gtg le.. Prepare to go back camp.. Might be free the whole week.. So can jio u guys out ya.. May God lead me.. I'm lost..