Tired

okie.. its quite late.. but i'm doing the x'mas script for yao sheng.. newcastle juz scored.. its 3-0.. been quite lazy to update.. but still had alot to think abt.. like u noe the Xtreme ad for actors.. i mean.. stupid rite.. asking for slim pple to advertise for them.. juz shows u tt they don't use their brains sia.. haiz.. wad else.. my camp mate going to fly off to thailand in abt an hour's time.. bla bla bla.. when i not lazy and can remember then i'll update.. lolx.. but seems tt blogging has cooled off recently.. i guess.. brb.. later tonight..

long weekend..

okie.. had a long weekend.. i guess.. since wed been at home.. and din go out till friday.. irritating coz my dad installed a scv pt and din ask me where to put it.. ended up both at the living rm.. weird rite.. haiz.. okie lah..

so went tiong for dinner b4 going church 4 prayer meetin.. thank god tt xw accepted christ.. din wan to sit wif them to give her pressure.. yup.. but glad she went thru it.. way to go ger.. tt was abt it.. other than going tiong market 4 supper.. admire the way bear tok on the phone sia.. pro.. lolx.. then ah.. cant let hary touch my cam sia.. duno wad he will take loh.. on the way from tiong to home he took over 40 shots.. yup.. had an early nitez.. slp at 1am.. (i noe its not tt early)..

so.. finally woke up at 8.. but din move till 9.. then watched tv.. saw matrix revolution.. see already but still wanted watch.. lolx.. managed to be early for band prac.. then realised thomas worship leader.. so.. i wont be playing the guitar for another week.. enjoyed playing wif the bass in the afternoon.. think i picked up a few lesson from andrew.. thou he was teaching su wei.. heez.. i still think playing wif a bass more fun for me.. hmmm.. shall see..

went to suntec to get my specs.. so many pple ask me abt the specs loh.. 2 wks only wad.. so shld i wear specs or contacts tmr?? shall noe tmr morning.. whahaha.. anyway now watching man u vs spurs.. man u will win!! lolx.. will get back to this ltr.. so meanwhile.. glory glory man united.. heez..


Simon

day at home..

spent the day at home.. too lazy to go out.. and recovering from sore eyes.. haven stayed home for one whole day for a long time.. wonder who else reads this blog?? not many pple i guess.. other than the usual culprits.. really rotting at home now.. with nothing much to do.. wad does life hv for me?? cant be drifting along everyday doing nth rite.. its 9pm.. hopefully will get to see tt ger again.. on tv.. find her sweet.. thou her character is 'sick'.. but if i do meet someone like tt.. i'll surely fall for her.. talk abt fallin.. duno wad else to write abt.. wonders.. i am fallin.. i am fallin.. i am fallin in love.. i am fallin in love wif u.. lala.. end here for now..

Sore eyes

Pix up for the weekend.. Figured out how to put video clips.. Unfortunately files r too big.. Haiz.. Tues met up wif a few guys.. Nick Simon Xw Bear and RJ.. Did nth much thou.. Lolx..

Then Wed.. Went see MO for sore eyes and got 3 days MC.. Wootz.. Lucky or not?? Up to u to decide.. Went home and fell aslp.. Got up for dinner.. And I missed 'a promise for tomorrow'.. Saw too late.. But got to see tt cute ger.. Heez.. Tt was like 5 hrs ago.. Anyway now watching soccer.. Actually i looking more at the PC screen.. Minds a blank as usual.. Updating blog.. And Andrew uploaded the same song as me.. Guess he doesn't come here.. Lolx.. I'll keep numb abt it.. Better Save.. Dun wan lose everything then muz re-type.. Tiring sia..

Wad will keep me bz?? Thots and more thots.. Wad will I do in future?? Scared of the future I guess.. Tomorrow shall worry abt itself..

Anyway Gd luck u 2.. All the best btw u 2..


Lift


Rawr..


Dave


Nice Red Shirt


Lovely Couple


S.H.


Hary


Skyline


3 Gers..

Watching hopelessly

Haven touched this blog for awhile le.. Guess too sian after spending 6 hrs to change it.. While doing up the blog I wondered wad he was thinkin.. Quietly we sat while supposely watching soccer instead doing our own stuff.. Y dont I hv the same dilemma?? Is it a fortune?? To hv nothing consistently bugging u?? Feels he's lucky..

Sunday come.. Got up late again.. Or rather din wan go church.. But still went.. To hv faith in him.. Tt was the lesson.. Do I hv faith in him?? Has it been tested?? Anyway YS brought a fren along - Jasmine.. And he had to intro me as 'the cutest guy in the youth'.. Diaoz.. Nth much happened till nitez.. Finally played soccer.. The way I liked it - at nitez.. Except for the rain.. Anyway dinner was nice.. But still hungry.. Din eat alot coz had to leave for others.. Cant be greedy.. Heez..

Dont think vic noes anything abt those 2 pple yet.. Din tell us u went downstairs loh.. But they were not surprised.. So juz carried on soccer.. Felt weird tt I could not help him.. But wad can I do.. Let them decide loh.. Wonder hv I improved on soccer.. Shootin seems betta.. And like more composed.. Too bad had to leave earlier.. Would loved to stay longer.. Nov bah.. Shld be able to hv more time..

Then it was monday.. Juz felt tired the whole day.. Need to rest.. Going to be tues le.. Pray something meaningful happens today.. Miz my dear..

Testing

Juz testin coz I changed the blog and now got prob..

Sentosa..

Duno y I update blog at weird timings.. Its near 2 am loh.. Ltr cant get up.. Hiyo.. So din go office today instead went to sentosa for unit anniversary.. Was suppose to meet many guys.. End up only met Jonny.. He's a nice and helpful guy.. Met him at abt 9am then went into sentosa.. The tix was only for admission and no bus ride.. Diaoz.. So muz pay $1.. Pathetic.. Proceeded to Coastes at Palawan beach.. Not bad place.. Had free flow of lemon tea which some1 thot was liquor becoz or the vodka bottles.. Lolx.. Wasted no time in playing soccer.. Beach soccer.. Yup.. Finally.. Wanted to play some ride thingy there.. But no tix or pple who wan play.. Next time go muz hv a ride.. $15 for 3 rides which take abt 10 mins to come down.. Fun loh.. Too bad din get to try.. Sadz.. YS called to ask me abt something.. And got sabo loh.. Thrown into the sea.. Completely din expect it sia.. And when we were abt to leave loh.. Haiz.. My 'buddy poured ice on me loh.. Thx ah KK.. Washed up then took the car out of sentosa.. The pixs are below..

In the end went to meet up wif bear, XW, RJ, Sze en at tiong's mac.. Sat down le then saw some1 smiled at me.. Surprised sia.. Was Yen siew - my 4-yr sec sch mate.. So went tok wif her.. Actually I was quite anti in sec sch but surprisingly could tok to her for over an hour.. While YS came and tutored Sze en.. She chio rite.. Muahahaha.. But I nv did tok to her - Yen Siew.. She was cheerful.. Made me miss my sec sch classmates loh.. Must meet up some day sia..

After tt sent bear to some music sch which I 4got the name.. Met Dylan there surprisingly.. He ran 6.5km leh.. Not bad.. Think he's fitter than me le.. Then again.. I where got fit.. Lolx.. So decided to pei XW until simon and hary finished their stuff.. Then on the Mrt to lakeside gt received msg from dad.. Abt dinner.. $got abt it loh.. Then rushed to the merlion.. Reached le they called me go Boat Quay.. Sianz.. So juz walked loh.. Abit funi.. I only person in shorts wif a red face walkin along the riverside.. Nvm.. Was being thickskin.. Lolx.. Went to the restaurant but family not there.. So when coffeebean and got a coffee for $1 coz got the free drink thing.. Lolx.. Entire day spent $2.. Record I think.. So had dinner.. Glad to see my grandma smiling at the riverside.. Looked so hapi.. Went home after tt.. Was tired.. Had trouble keepin my eyes fully open.. Reached home juz in time to watch the 9pm show.. Din show tt cute ger.. Ah!! Y?? So tt's my day.. Shagged but enjoyable.. Now I hope I dont tio sunburn again.. Plz..

Having alot of fun wif this blog loh.. Will be thinking of ways to make this more interestin.. Uploaded indescribable le.. Nice song.. Would change when a nicer song arrives.. Now go slp le so can go church in time.. Wad abt soccer?? No news ah..



Dad posing



Dad and mum



Dinner


Sis and grandma


City at nite


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In the cramped car


Still in the car


Ko

Lost entry

Nothing abt being lost.. Juz tt the dumb site din put my entry thru.. Now re-doing it.. Bloody thing.. Trying not so swear.. Tough.. Esp in army.. Nvm.. Shall re-do..

The day started of by dave waking me up after the Eng match.. Lucky he woke me up or I would hv overslept.. Then late for work.. Today mainly was doing up overlays for maps.. And I am the mecee for the course opening again.. Sianz ah.. Boring lah.. Lolx.. So stayed in camp till 8 juz to help my fren.. Cant leave him alone rite.. And the reason y i am at home is coz tmr going sentosa.. For family day.. For my fren is 1/2 day tmr.. So which is betta?? Up to u to decide.. But I would prefer going sentosa.. Nice place wad.. Can suntan and see hot babes.. ^_~.. Sori ah XW.. Din msg u to say I could not meet up for dinner..

So went home after tt.. And was watching this mandarin drama series.. Duno the title yet thou.. Got this ger who has liver disease and can die anytime.. She got small innocent looking eyes with a sweet voice.. Got new star to follow le.. But 1st muz find out her name.. Se's cute.. To me lah..

Y do I look 4ward to tmr at sentosa?? Coz I wan see the sunset and sunrise.. Nice place too wad.. At the beach.. Got wind blowing in the face.. Peace and quiet.. Wad else do u wan.. Its one of many beautiful creations of God.. Beauty.. Lies in the eyse of the beholder?? Or is Beauty juz something visible to the eye?? Things tt we dont see r also beautiful rite?? Like God and love.. Yup.. Tt's y I like such places.. Too bad no one joins me there..

Okie lah.. Got to go slp so tmr can enjoy..

Another day

Happened to read my fren's blog.. Some bugger acting like his england super power.. Weirdo.. Okie.. Now in office using the com again.. Juz finished this CO evening thing when I din even get to see the CO.. Hmmm.. Then ended up playing pool.. Lolx.. Most of the day was spend sitting on a chair trying to move to pin up a map.. How gd I am at wasting time sia.. Heez..

Gd news.. Can go church this weekend coz ATP cancelled.. By my Staff (Sergeant).. Not bad coming from him.. Lolx.. But thanks.. So betta see u ah dear.. Since u holiday le.. Wondering when I can get off.. Hopefully tmr.. Then go home slack.. Heez.. Time to buy games le.. I like nv touch the PS2 leh.. Feel time spent wif frenz are more worth it..

Feel the need to get a new phone.. Any suggestion?? Waiting for a Samsung flip phone.. Heez.. Oh and I slpt like nearly the whole of last nite.. Yup.. Lazy rite.. Lolx.. Tt's me.. Y got no reply?? Ahhhh.. Do I miss her?? Hmmm.. If u cant tell.. Got nothing to write abt at the moment.. So in tt case.. Sign off 1st.. Till next time..

Wad a weekend..

Decided to write an entry.. Again duno wad to write.. Funi tt I hv to many things to think abt on the bus.. Walkin on the sidewalk.. But when I sit down.. Nothing comes to mind.. Weird tt I woke up super late this weekend.. Was it I tired?? Duno leh.. Tired of thinking?? So juz slp.. And hope to be in dreamland?? Where everything comes true.. Then y isit I felt this weekend was wasted?? Even thou I caught up wif my poly fren.. NS has definitely made me treasure time more.. Esp pple.. Something gd I guess..

Wonder y I go church?? Coz of frenz?? Coz of a ger?? Coz I no where to go?? Coz my family is there?? Definetely not the last qn.. They r somewhere else.. Isit tt I cant give my?? But.. Since I dun wan gif up.. Then y I dont do QT.. Pray to him?? Trust him?? Haiz.. Guess its common.. The answer is also a 10 yr series ans.. Maybe its lucky tt I hv God.. Wondered wad I would hv become if i weren't?? Confirm I would hv broken dozens of hearts.. Immoral stuff.. Bad tempered.. Not bothered to study.. Drop out.. Will I?? But so many pple who do not know JC are not like tt wad.. So would I hv been different?? May not rite.. Then wads the diff btw christians and non-christians?? I feel tt I hv someone to ans to.. Simple ans huh??

I may be an old christian.. But I'm not a mature one.. So easy bothered by worldly things.. Do u think the way pple carry themselves to wad they feel?? Like confident pple carry themselves wif confidence?? Shy pple carry themselves shyly (if there's such a word).. Then y do pple put up a false front?? ( Cant think of tt word now..)

Gtg le.. Prepare to go back camp.. Might be free the whole week.. So can jio u guys out ya.. May God lead me.. I'm lost..

Dome

After work went to Bishan's Dome.. To hv a drink and chat.. Wif Ys and Amy.. Ys and me had a tough time convincing Amy abt sentimental values.. In the end we kinda gave up hope.. Haiz.. And I again 4got wad I wanted to write again.. Till next time.. Enjoy the pixs..



my drink



YS's wallet



Wad I drank



Deep in concentration



Act cute



2 and 1



5 and 2

Hamstars

This juz reminds me of how Eve handles those poor little creatures.. NICKY!! Hiyo.. Ur gf?? She wif thou..Lots of laughs.. Got to upload thses coz at home..



Arm power.. Wif some teeth..



Pull up



Rainbow outside Dave's house



Hammy



Pimp the man



Richy



Caught torturing the Poor little thing..

Getting old??

Hmmm Today Suddenly wanted find a job.. To earn $$$.. Wondering if I can find a job after I ORD provided I fail in getting into SMU.. Desperate sia.. Was feeling a bit of a heartache.. Got CRUSH on a ger.. Heard she got bf.. But since it’s a crush, y got heartache?? No pt askin me who it is as I wont tell u.. Crush only wad.. Juz got to noe some gd news.. To me lah.. Get the feelin she likes me too.. Shhh…^~^.. But.. Nvm..

Blogs r places for pple to write all the sorrows, dairies.. Wad at the fun times?? Like the 1st time this ger smiled at me etc.. Wow.. Juz read something.. And its from someone gentle loh.. Duno if she wrote tt or copied it from somewhere.. Can tell whoever wrote those things has hatred sia.. A lot of it.. Hope its not the writer..

20 plus.. Feels old loh.. Do I miss my teenage days?? Think so.. Isit those carefree days in life where only studies bother u?? And the occasional bgr probs.. Starting to think abt the future le.. Xin shi ah..

So wad is ur dream date.. For me would be dinner at some nice restaurant beside a river or the sea.. Toking and enjoying the the beautiful sunset, cool nite breeze.. Those r times u wish would nvr end ya?? After dinner can take a walk by the beach.. Look at the stars and telling how her eyes look like them.. Sitting down on the beach and toking some more.. Then again.. y need to tok?? Being in one’s presence is often more than enuf.. True?? Hopefully she leans on me thru out the nite.. Not a word said yet a million things were told.. Taking a sniff at her hair.. She thinks she smells but to u she is the most wonderful smelling thing.. Ever had tt feelin?? Wad abt a gentle kiss on her cheeks?? Seeing her smile after u did tt.. Juz makes u wan to hug her even more ya?? Hugging her the entire nite to keep her warm even though there might be no wind?? Feelin for heart beat.. Waitin for the endless nite to turn into day.. A day u wished would nvr come.. Fantasies will be fantasies.. Wonder would this ever come true.. Can say I’m a hopeless romantic guy.. I don’t disagree.. But I would like to enjoy sports wif her.. Like say cycling before dinner.. Wad abt a little suntan.. Get to see her in tt bikini she thinks she looks fat in where in reality u hv more spare tire.. I got fats okie.. Dreamz.. Hope they can come true..

Believe tt I nvr did love anyone b4?? Like – of course lah.. I like all my frenz.. Despite going thru a few failed relationships.. I nvr did feel heartache for myself.. Juz felt tt I hurt tt ger.. Made her go thru something tt wont materialize.. So.. Wad isit to really love?? Nvr did noe tt feelin.. And even if I did experience it.. How do I noe?? I duno the answer.. Nvr did and duno when I will.. Hopeless romantic bugger here.. So y do pple think I am ‘gd’ wif gers or noe many gers?? Someone tell me.. I don’t.. Haiz..

I also need a betta memory.. Keep 4gettin wad I wan to write.. I miss my crush.. Lolx.. Till the next time.. May God bless those wif exams.. And those in camps..

Thots..

Abt 6 yrs ago.. During CNY.. On the way to Sara's house (if anyone remembers who she is).. Travelled on the Mrt.. 4 guys listenin to the CD player.. Any memories?? Except to those 4 guys lah.. If they remember.. Any other contributions to tt lost memory?? Wonder y i sudden am writing this.. Juz felt like it.. Lolx.. Can remember this blur blur 15 yr old guy.. As innocent as any baby *serious!!!* having a fun time with frenz.. Okie.. Need help from here onwards le.. Gaga..

These guys become bros from tt pt onwards.. Thru the yrs, we gone thru many incidents, hapi or sad.. Been 6 yrs le.. Another 6 yrs?? ASH reminds me of those times we had - carefree and doing things together.. Will this juz be a memory in future yrs?? Will ASH end up like us?? Wad do i mean by this?? Its like we hv gone separate ways.. No longer talkin to each other.. A heart to heart tok.. Juz the 4 of us.. The last time I remember was at Vic's chalet b4 he enlisted.. Isit a sign we r moving on?? With new frenz.. Its true we hv different lifes as we grow older.. But how many pple are like me?? Holding on to such stuff?? Isit I cant let go?? There are so many qns inside my head..

Maybe tt's y i seem blur.. On the outside I seem to be lost.. I am!! In my own world of thots.. Tt's y i am quiet.. Am I shy?? Lack of confidence?? Pple do say this.. So is this true?? Sometimes I am 'garang'.. Like to do dares.. But inside.. I dare not say wad i feel.. Scared?? Ya I am.. So is this the image I give pple - Cool? Calm? Bo chap? So wad do I do to distract myself?? Being lame, being a cock.. But hey.. It works.. I sometimes feel tt by toking crap, I can laugh abt it.. Sometimes I say out wad i mean too.. But in a crap way loh.. In a way, I can laugh and 4get abt it.. I need to concentrate on doing sometime.. I find I lack interest in everything.. Doing it for the sake of doing it.. I would like to lead worship one day.. But I lack one important thing - confidence.. Thou I often tell my frenz to hv it.. To do things confidently.. I doubt I myself ever did tt.. I noe I hv frenz backin me.. But.. Wad isit tt is missing in my life tt I cant concentrate?? I guess some pple noe wad it is.. For those who dont.. I shall not say it here.. Not now at least..

Thx XW for the msg in the morning.. It shld mean something.. I hope.. Okie lah.. Now going to do a jig-saw - in camp.. Ya in Camp..

Its not tt I dont think anyone reads this.. Its only a few pple bah.. ANyway who noes I hv this blog?? Its meant to upload pix I take every now and then.. Juz to capture funi moments..

Frenz???

Elo there.. Can blog in camp.. Its a gd place to blog sia.. With all the time in the world.. Esp my office.. Has this I-net terminal.. In other words can use internet.. Heez..

Anyway.. Time to splash out my thots.. Its coz of after reading another blog.. Like.. Wad do pple think of me?? I noe for example tt my OC thinks i'm complicated.. Coz i dont hv any expressions.. Be it hapi or sad.. I seem to give tt 'blur face'.. Its juz the way i look wad.. Sobz..

Hmmm... Lets see wad to write abt.. Frenship?? Y not.. No one noes wad i feel abt frenster.. i think.. Do u hv frenz and acquaintances?? Is there a diff?? I do.. I dont get y pple can say they hv so many frenz.. I mean when u r in realli deep probs who will be there for u?? Other than family.. Will u hv so many frenz helpin u?? Or will they say 'Hope i can help.. But i'm BZ..' Did u ever felt like all u need was juz a fren to sit wif u.. Quiet it may be.. But tt sense of peacefulness - May it be of the oppsite gender: bf or gf - is enuf to make u smile in troubled times?? The 'brothers and sisters' tt promise to stay together.. Who do u noe tt really keep this promise like 5 or even 10 yrs down the road.. I can say i noe pple for more than 10 yrs.. But i'll be hapi even if i hv only one 'brother or sister' in 40 yrs time when i cant even reach the remote control.. Haiz.. Then again.. Wad type of person am I?? Fren or acquaintance??

Muz it be a guy who will be a guy's buddy?? Or a ger?? If its a ger?? Will they remain frenz or will they develop feelings and eventually get together?? Like those fairytales.. Then they live hapily ever after.. Does tt happen in real life?? If they dont like each other, then y r they together?? Isit coz they r lonely?? Someone juz agreed wif me.. Lolx.. Or isit the post-break-up syndrome?? Desperate?? Do u wonder y some pple hv gf or bf while others dont?? Cant find?? Find le got no feelings?? Too young?? So many obstacles.. Or isit juz tt i'm choosy.. When i tok to old frenz.. I get the same old qns.. Show me ur gf pix.. I mean.. Y u think I hv?? Coz of this I am being more self-conscience.. My eyes?? Think so.. Others?? Like wad?? My character?? Only they can see it.. I still duno y after so many yrs..

After so much.. Got no conclusion..

Wad do u guys think abt me??

Eventful weekend???

Hi there again.. And ya.. I do touch this blog.. Only if i hv pix.. Below r some.. Went to Kayak.. Quite okie lah.. Not so tough.. Maybe wan go take licence.. U guys wan?? Lolx.. And thx ah.. Walked the wrong way some more.. Ended up walking nearly 2 km to the site loh.. Yup.. Also went to Rich's house.. Cute dogs sia.. Like to climb onto us.. When can i hv one?? No time and no $$$.. Some pple r lucky.. Anyway study hard for ur exams grace AKA maggie..



Hapi couple



GuyZ



Juz a sat afternoon



Ur GF??



Doggie