Watching hopelessly

Haven touched this blog for awhile le.. Guess too sian after spending 6 hrs to change it.. While doing up the blog I wondered wad he was thinkin.. Quietly we sat while supposely watching soccer instead doing our own stuff.. Y dont I hv the same dilemma?? Is it a fortune?? To hv nothing consistently bugging u?? Feels he's lucky..

Sunday come.. Got up late again.. Or rather din wan go church.. But still went.. To hv faith in him.. Tt was the lesson.. Do I hv faith in him?? Has it been tested?? Anyway YS brought a fren along - Jasmine.. And he had to intro me as 'the cutest guy in the youth'.. Diaoz.. Nth much happened till nitez.. Finally played soccer.. The way I liked it - at nitez.. Except for the rain.. Anyway dinner was nice.. But still hungry.. Din eat alot coz had to leave for others.. Cant be greedy.. Heez..

Dont think vic noes anything abt those 2 pple yet.. Din tell us u went downstairs loh.. But they were not surprised.. So juz carried on soccer.. Felt weird tt I could not help him.. But wad can I do.. Let them decide loh.. Wonder hv I improved on soccer.. Shootin seems betta.. And like more composed.. Too bad had to leave earlier.. Would loved to stay longer.. Nov bah.. Shld be able to hv more time..

Then it was monday.. Juz felt tired the whole day.. Need to rest.. Going to be tues le.. Pray something meaningful happens today.. Miz my dear..